What a frustrating day. Training was repetitive as the regular trainer came back and had to reteach everything we went over yesterday because nobody in class understood the material. So, we spent the entire day doing everything we did yesterday, except with explanation this time. So, now we're right back where we should have been on Wednesday of last week. Fuck.
My first check went into my bank account to cover the deficit that was left there by an unauthorized transaction that happened back in August, and now I'm having problems getting my account functional again. I have no debit card because they canceled mine, they have holds on the account, etc. On lunch, I thought I had it taken care of, used seven precious minutes of my pre-paid cell phone, but no, I wasted them on nothing because nothing has been taken care of. Another hour on the phone with the bank when I got home, and still no resolution. I have to go into the bank again tomorrow on my lunch break to try to get this shit straightened out, get a new debit card sent to me, etc.
I'm feeling very emotionally fucked today. I feel alone in a crowd. I have a lump in my throat and I don't know why ... I just want to curl up in a ball and stop existing for a little while.
I just had a very amusing (to me) mental image of a mash-up between Lord Of The Rings and Silence Of The Lambs. Gollum, as Buffalo Bill, leaning over the pit, looking panicked, it pans down to the girl holding Precious, the dog. Gollum says, "It puts The Precious in the b (Read More)
I am in desperate need of the catharsis one experiences upon slitting someone's throat with a razor-sharp blade followed by the joy and elation obtained from watching the life drift from their eyes turning them to dead, glassy orbs as I am filled with the energy that used t (Read More)
I rushed out of work at 5pm
Plopped my ass in my car again
Welcome to the land of lazyness,
hey, gotta get my rest in.
Started up the car
headed home for my free time
Look at the street and I see a really bad sign.
Traffic looks so crazy
Everybody's in my way, s (Read More)
I envy a person who can hear their alarm go off, turn it off, and get up out of bed, ready to start the day. I live by the snooze button. It is my best friend in the morning. Well, it and my coffee. I'd marry it if congress would hurry up and pass that bill legalizing m (Read More)
So, my car's wrecked, I told ya that. The bumper was precariously attached. It began to become unattached. I'll fix it with some Gorilla Glue just as soon as the snow is gone and the temperature is more moderate. For now, I removed it and placed it on my porch. So the (Read More)
The last few weeks have been kind of hectic and draining. Last Wednesday I wrecked my car. Hit a patch of ice, slid off the road, down a hill, into a pole. I wasn't hurt. The car was. I spent nearly a week with my brother-in-law trying to fix it. Had to replace the ra (Read More)
Depressed. And I'm quite tired of being depressed. There's no reason for me to be depressed. No logical reason, anyway. I'm insane, that's obvious. I have great friends. What's left of my family, my sister, brother, nephews and niece, et al, are wonderful. I'm w (Read More)
